lovestory

2010-02-11T03:29:00.000-08:00

23-03-2009

I told her i love her.

11-02-2010

The day we are over.

I'm sorry.

Time to let you go?!

2009-02-11T02:58:00.000-08:00

sorry girl. sorry that i not the perfect guy to you.
sorry girl. sorry that i not the sweetest guy to you.
sorry girl. sorry that i not the guy who know what you are thinking.
sorry girl. sorry that i not there when you need me.
sorry girl. sorry that i always make you angry for my stupidness.
sorry girl. sorry.

i think i am the most stupid guy in her eyes.
i dont know what my girl is thinking about, that why i always make her angry.
but she always forgive me.
thank you girl.
no matter what, she always here with me and never give up or let go her hand.
thank you girl.

2009-02-02T04:18:00.001-08:00

i so in love with you. haha.

2009-01-31T21:00:00.000-08:00

oh. happy chinese new year everyone. haha. my life getting more and more busy. haha. gt alot of things waiting for me to be done. maybe soon you all will see my face appear on tv. haha. hope the next time you guys see me, i will be different. haha.

2008-12-21T03:03:00.000-08:00

Everythings keep changing,
people keep moving,
plant keep growing,
earth keep turning,
but my love will never change.
trust me.

2008-12-13T05:05:00.000-08:00

I miss you badly.
Where are you, my dear.

2008-12-12T05:12:00.001-08:00

http://leeshean.blogspot.com/
here are some of my handsome pic. haha.

2008-12-12T05:06:00.000-08:00

i now at thomas house.
i just want to blog and tell everyone that, i'm in love with her, meiyan.
haha. i love her more and more each day.
girl, when will you be mine?

2008-11-22T05:53:00.000-08:00

haha. my new picture. haha.

2008-11-08T07:50:00.000-08:00

OMG. listen to this version of 唱抒情版的雙節棍.
NICE!!!!!!!!

2008-11-08T07:44:00.000-08:00

2008-10-25T22:07:00.000-07:00

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
The sweetest thing to do is watch the one you love, fall sleep in your arm.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
LOVE is just a word until its proven to you.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person

2008-10-25T21:57:00.000-07:00

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.
To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.
To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.
To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.
To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...
To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics
To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

Time waits for no one.

2008-10-16T03:32:00.001-07:00

dont know why, i just in love with this song. althought i dont know hw to sing but i know the story behind this song. is a nice song.

2008-10-09T03:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday was her birthday. happy birthday nu ren. haha.

2008-10-01T22:51:00.000-07:00

why aren't heart labelled "once broken, considered sold". got this line from my sis blog. i miss my sis sia. she said she got alot of things to update me. haha. see you soon sis. why that day you went out alone? why don't you call me? hahahahaha.

2008-09-19T06:14:00.000-07:00

对不起, 下雨天我还是我会想起你.

2008-09-15T09:49:00.000-07:00

sorry for the mistakes i made and sorry i'm running away from the truth.

2008-09-14T23:23:00.001-07:00

Last time we had so much fun but not anymore.

2008-09-13T01:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday i was damn angry. i thought we are a group. why in the end, we separate into 2 group? if in the first place, one of us is not watching then why still want me to organise this outing? if next time wan go out for movie or other activities, make sure everyone is going then let me know.

2008-08-31T03:43:00.001-07:00

friday went out with my bros. haha. really have lots of fun. haha. we went for midnight movie, watched 4bia. not bad. quite scary lah. the last story, the most scary one. haha. after moive, went for prata. haha. after that me, keat peng, kaijian, pam, joanne and sherryl went to pam house for mahjong. haha. tat day luck that good. haha. maybe is because i wear red underwear?!?! hahahahahahahaha. today went for work. worked with a group of crazy + funny people. they really enjoy themselves in the job. when time to play, they having fun like they are the boss. when time to work, they do their part. this group of big guys, their teamwork are damn good. i think because they have a great leader. hahaha. having fun with this group of crazy and funny guys. hahahaha. sis. gt any error? haha. i hope not. haha.

ziling: haha. you give what you wan me to post loh. den i help you advertising. haha.

liling: work hard together.

Minmin: i link you next time ok. cause nw gtg. sry.

2008-08-29T07:06:00.000-07:00

so sad. that day my bro and i cab down to green. he said he very sad. cause he said his campmates all book-ed out, all go out with GF or friends. but him, always stay at green, play billard. he book-ed out, his GF always working. he said till very sad loh. haiz. i pity my brother. i'll spend more time with him if i free.

2008-08-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

Do visit Leeshean's Blogshop.(Click on the picture)

SHE force me to do so. OMG.

2008-08-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

在对的时间,
遇见对的人,
是一生幸福.
在对的时间,
遇见错的人,
是一场心伤.
在错的时间,
遇见错的人,
是一段荒唐.
在错的时间,
遇见对的人,
是一阵叹息.

2008-08-13T02:41:00.000-07:00

i'm trying to fix 8chapter into my mind within a month. haha. i nowaday no time to blog or even no time to switch on the com. this friday having exam. 8 of sep, my main exam coming. OMG. i know i not well prepare at all. and where everyone come to my blog look for meiyan? hahaha. this is weijie blog. YAKAT rockz man. last friday, sat and sun busy working. earn some pocket money for myself but on monday, i went out and spent half of my saving in my bank account. hahaha. but is ok. enjoy having dinner with caiying and thank for the muffins. haha. going out to study for my coming exam. wish me gd luck.

2008-08-08T20:03:00.000-07:00

"Ask me why I keep on loving you when its clear that you don't feel the same way for me ...the problem with me is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you!"

2008-07-29T07:07:00.000-07:00

i finally met my sister. haha. we went for movie, after having our early dinner then head to green for pool and billard. so sad that we didnt take any picture cause we were busy talking. she told me her everything, i share my everything with her. haha. sis. thank for the outing. hope we still got chance to go out together but after you told me what he think about me, i dont know whether still have next time anot. but i gald to have you as my sister. thank sis. hope you enjoy yourself on that day. haha. take care and see you soon!? haha.

2008-07-25T09:13:00.000-07:00

this sunday i going to meet up my sis. finally going to meet her up. see you soon. Have a great day ahead. always look on the bright side of life.

i am back

2008-07-23T06:07:00.000-07:00

i'm back to post. hahaha. something wrong with my com. sometimes work, sometimes don't.

i in a lost now. maybe i used to have her in my life. she used to call in the middle of the night, wanted me to chat with her till she's tired. she used to sms me whenever she is. she used to disturb me day and night, keep making fun of me. but now, she don't reply my messages like last time. she don't answer my calls and stop making fun of me. i'm sorry. sorry that everytime i said i'll go fetch you after work but in the end i didnt turn up cause i always last minutes have somethings on. sorry that i always let you wait for my call till late night in the end you too tired and fell asleep. sorry that i always reply you late and let you been alone outside. sorry that i can't be there for you when you lost one side of your contact lense and i let you walked home alone in the dark.

2008-07-06T01:52:00.000-07:00

yesterday went out with this group of brothers and sisters. haha. keat peng and his GF was blocked by LS. haha. yesterday was fun and rock man. haha. so sad. tml school reopen and tml also nic birthday. happy birthday nic. i getting sick. see you.

2008-06-29T03:05:00.000-07:00

haha. i know my english is poor, not good. haha. then this girl called mandy, at the tagboard there laughing at my english. haha. dont worry. i not saying anything. haha. i am a cheerful guy. hahahahaha. i going out. btw, nice to meet you mandy. thank for telling me my mistake. haha. see you. and thank for reading my blog. haha. ( hope no more mistakes in this post. ) haha.

2008-06-28T00:49:00.000-07:00

When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ...she is wonderinghow long you will be around.
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying
When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.
When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....

Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!!

2008-06-23T06:35:00.000-07:00

today i morning i went swimming with kaijian, after that accompany him to SSDC for his trial test. while waiting for him, i saw this little cute baby smiling at me. OMG. the baby was damn cute. how i wish i could take picture with that little cutie. haha. after kaijian done with his trial test, we went to gym. after that heading to green. i lost $10 on number ball today. sadded. no money le. haha. long time never post le. alot of things to share. but i think no one will read my blog, so got post or not, still the same. hahaha. right. see you guys soon.

2008-06-17T21:29:00.001-07:00

yesterday went out with my bros. while waiting for keat peng to come to hougang mall meet us, saw jieying and jiesheng. and then know somethings about jiesheng. i dont mind let you know i talking about you. if jieying is the one you want to be with, treat her well and love her more than i do. if you do somethings bad behind her again, i will go after you.

2008-06-16T18:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday accompany xinyi and kaijian to have their dinner. haha. on the way back to green, xinyi asked me who am i jioing right now. i said i dont need a girl to make my life better. haha. i thought xinyi will have nothing to say. but his reply make me have nothing to say. hahaha. he said having a girl can make me live better. OMG! hahaha. so sadded. actually tml going out with my sis but she gt alot of thing to do. poor thing. later going out for movie with my LOVELY bros. see you guys soon.

what a nice song.

2008-06-14T01:10:00.000-07:00

gx intro this song to me. OMG. damn nice. damn meaningful. hahahaha. listen to the song and sing with it. i bet you'll love it. gt the lyric down there. haha.

nice

2008-06-14T00:55:00.000-07:00

We were as one, babe
for a moment in time.
And it seemed everlastiing,
that you would always be mine.
Now you want to be free,
so I'll letting you fly,
'cause I know in my heart, babe,
our love will never die.
You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
girl, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.
I ain't gonna cry, no,
and I won't beg you to stay.
If you're determined to leave girl,
I will not stand in your way.
But inevitably
you'll be back again,
'cause you know in your heart, babe,
our love will never end.
You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
girl, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.
I know that you'll be back, girl,
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder.
I know that you'll be right back, baby.
Baby, believe me, it's only a matter of time.
You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
girl, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.
You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
girl, don't you know you can't escape me.
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.

2008-06-09T22:04:00.001-07:00

haha. finally, i know how to swim abit le. hahahahaha. happy. holiday coming, plan to go swimming during night time. haha. exam is round the corner but still not in the mood of studying. siao liao lah.

2008-06-06T22:20:00.000-07:00

这样的人
这样地等
无非是等个回应眼神
为爱翻滚
不计伤痕甘心为你一生都浮沉
这样的人
别笑我蠢
傻傻的心痛也不觉疼
就算天冷
就算残忍
等你想起这没用的人

一人一半
感情不散
已经找到爱
为何要离开

My turn to CHIONG

2008-06-05T02:52:00.000-07:00

wow. everyone going to holiday. but my paper start next friday. the last paper and only paper left. hahaha. work as hard as me. hahahahaha. holiday, the first thing i want to do is, go jogging in the early morning with keat peng and kaijian. it look fun sia. hahaha. bye reader.

how i wish i could sing this song to you, b_b_.

2008-05-29T06:02:00.000-07:00

请让我靠近你轻轻对你
说别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意(心还想着你)

although i willing, but deep in my heart, i'm so unwilling to let you go.
i still miss you badly.
no matter what happen to us, you always have me.

2008-05-28T00:04:00.000-07:00

To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.

it this true?

2008-05-27T23:41:00.000-07:00

haha. something that make me laugh.

2008-05-22T07:45:00.001-07:00

using your heart to listen to my song. i singing out loud, but not everyone can hear it.

2008-05-22T07:42:00.001-07:00

when i just want to play pool, no one wish to play with me. at that moments, i felt so angry. when xinyi want to play pool with me, i reject him. sorry xinyi. now i know, who really will be there for me when i need them. sadded.

2008-05-22T01:56:00.001-07:00

yo. i gt something to share with you guys. my chinese compo. hahahahaha. read le dont laugh.

人因为梦想而伟大。因为有了梦想，变成了志愿。因为有了志愿，定下了目标。因为有了目标，人们才会朝着目标前进。每个人都有属于自己的梦想，属于自己的志愿，所以我也一样。我有我想要追求的梦想，想要完成的志愿。

而我的志愿是成为著名的会计师，
我要征服这个属于数字的世界。
我要成为著名的会计师，
我要全世界都知道我的名字。
我要成为著名的会计师，
我要拥有赚不完的薪水。
我要成为著名的会计师，
因为这是我的志愿。

我要谢谢我中学的会计老师。要不是她，我的基础不会那么好。要不是她，我不会有今天的成就。虽然我还没有达到我的志愿，但是我知道我离我的目标不远。只要我朝着目标前进,一定会有成功的那一天。

2008-05-17T21:44:00.000-07:00

my new blog song. haha.

i am irritating, i am naggy and i am omg.
sadded. i am such a person.
haha. thank to SOMEONE ( you know who you are, haha. ) who honestly told me the truth.
thank you. haha. and dont use the A word on me.
you know which A word i refer to. haha.
so do you regret to know such a A person?
haha.

2008-05-16T03:25:00.000-07:00

sry peng. HAPPY BIRTHDAY peng. forgot to post it on my blog. that day you drunk. haha but that day was so sweet for you. right. haha. life wasnt great does not mean life is bad. i do enjoy my life.

and always remember,

DARE TO DREAM, DARE TO LOVE.

Waiting

2008-05-12T23:21:00.000-07:00

i waiting for my sis to be free and want to play billard with her and want to trash her. haha. cause i so sad that i lost 3 in a roll of pool to my sis. haha. but is ok. cause is i taught her how to play pool de. haha. so she using what i had taught her to win me. not bad. haha. got listen during lesson time. haha. that why you won. haha. but is ok. new lesson coming soon. billard. haha. see you sis. waiting for you. you damn long loh. dont always study study study leh. very stress loh. top 1%. haha. our aim this year. winner get treat, loser must treat. hahahahaha. and sis, take good care of yourself. see you soon.

2008-05-07T04:22:00.000-07:00

we cant change someone else but we can only make them better.

feeling

2008-05-02T02:55:00.000-07:00

this few days, i was with nic and guoxiang. hanging around mac and used laptop. haha. nic and i used to walk back home. and this few days, our topic is feeling. feeling is something that is beyond our control. right. so feeling is a very strange thing. then nic friend told him this phrase made nic and i think damn lot. haha. share your view with me.

喜欢早就喜欢了. 你以为像电视这样drama meh.

hahaha. i laughed and i think. this phrase very make sense de loh. nic and i recall our past, me and jieying, nic and zhu en, sis and poh, kai jian and kiamin guoxiang and jas. we all did not took very long time to jio them and we all just like that together for a period of time. those who we jio for a period of time but in the end we still end up as friend. this make nic and i think damn lot.

OMG. so if the girl dont like you, no matter how much you give in, you also cant win her heart?
is it that if the girl like you, within a day, they will be couple?
omg. i think about this the whole night.

guys, friends, readers and everyone. share your view with me.
but i still believe that 日久生情. haha.
so feeling is a kind of thing that is cant be create nor destroy. haha.

DARE TO DREAM, DARE TO LOVE.

Happy Birthday zhiwei and meng soon

2008-04-30T22:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHI WEI AND MENG SOON.

yesterday alot of people drunk. i drank alot too. but i didnt drunk. yesterday party was enjoyable but can see that alot of people are unhappy. even me. that why i drink qutie alot but dont know why i didnt hangover at all. i knew life wasnt that great, life wasnt that easy but life still must going on. so bros and friends, keep on moving. xinyi was right. there is alot of girls, lady and woman in this world. you can get any girls easily but want to find a true love is not that easy. OMG. when i heard this said my xinyi, i can felt how sad he is. at that moment, all i was thinking is jieying, jieying, jieying. maybe she was my true love at this stage of my life. in this year, i wont get into any relationship. cause i need a year time to heal myself and forget her. as i always say, when the day i get her pic out of my wallet that day, is the day that i totally let go of her. stop here. going to do my project soon. see you people. nic, faster come find me in mac. ok. haha.

DARE TO DREAM, DARE TO LOVE

life, boring.

2008-04-24T06:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday met keat peng and went for movie. watched this movie named definitely, maybe. omg. what a romantic movie man. haha. after movie, me and keat peng looked at each other and said why i watched this movie with you. haha. so gay. haha. but this show really damn nice. to me. haha. just now met nic at amk for movie again. but too bad. no time slot fix us. so went to kfc and slack awhile. haha. now, here to tell you all, this movie, definitely, maybe, is a nice show. go watch it. haha. enjoy it. haha.

DARE TO DREAM, DARE TO LOVE

sorry, darryl and kristi

2008-04-21T06:11:00.000-07:00

i got into higher nitec accounting le. so happy. but also sad cause not same class with darryl and kristi liao. alone in class le. haiz. but nvm. study hard. haha. sorry darryl and kristi. like ps you two like that. so sorry. very sorry.

today one of the teacher said that everyone scare of alone. i totally agreed with that. everyone scare of lonely. so when everyone with someone else, that not the true colour of that person. haha. this sound abit weird but i not agreed with this. hahaha.

i want to sleep le. tired liao.

goodnight people, goodnight friends.

yesterday

2008-04-20T06:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday i went out with my bros. early in the morning, keat peng called me. met him for breakfast after that head toward green as we all already PLANNED that going to sentosa. but in the end only me and keat peng. sadded. nvm. i went to xinyi house and slp for around 2hrs then we made up our mind. go for movie. only me, xinyi, keat peng, guoxiang and zifeng. haha. on the way to bishan was fun. crap around. talk rubbish. haha. the movie not bad. haha. the most funny thing is when we on the way back to green, our lovely keat peng wanted to have his own concert. haha. so he sang all the way from bishan till hougang. everyone on the bus were looking at him. hahahahahaha. laugh my ass off. damn funny. damn enjoy. althought very paiseh but without this kind of person, will everyone laugh? haha. today nth much. stay at home and do nth. haha. goodnight friends.

happy. share with you all.

2008-04-18T07:41:00.001-07:00

haha. today i received a call from simei ite, head of accounting. haha. she asked me monday go interview. happy. haha. i found a very nice japanese song. omg. damn nice. i selfish. this song i dont want to share. haha. nth much. bye.

how i feel.

2008-04-16T07:36:00.000-07:00

静静地陪你走了好远好远
连眼睛红了都没有发现
听着你说你现在的改变
看着我依然最爱你的笑脸
这条旧路依然没有改变
以往的每次路过都是晴天
想起我们有过的从前
泪水就一点一点开始蔓延
我转我的脸
不让你看见
深藏的暗涌已经越来越明显
过完了今天
就不要在再见面
我害怕每天醒来想你好几遍
我吻过你的脸
你双手撑在我的双肩
感觉有那么甜我那么依恋
每当我闭上眼
我总是可以看见
失信的诺言全部都会实现
我吻过你的脸
你已经不在我的身边
我还是祝福你过得好一点
断开的感情线
我不要做断点
只想在睡前再听见你的蜜语甜言

purple dinosaur

2008-04-13T06:57:00.000-07:00

i hate you, you hate me.
let go out and kill barney.
with a gun shot "bang" "bang"
barney on the floor.
no more purple dinosaur.

hahahahahahaha! this song is jieying teach me de. haha.
i dont eat guava one. jieying said if i eat guava, she will teach me a new song.
so i ate it and this is the song she taught me. haha.
i just finish my guava and think of this cute song.

2008-04-12T11:13:00.000-07:00

today went to town to meet nic and sam for lunch. gx tag along too. haha. i asked sam how much she earn per hour for her job. she told me by day. ok. guess how much she earn during a day just standing there. $230. OMG. this world is so unfair to guy. OMG. haha. after our lunch, nic and sam need to go back to work. after that leeshean came and meet me and gx. we walked ard the town. eat here. drink there. slack around. haha. ard 9plus, went back to green and slack awhile. haha. nth much. see you guys.

2008-04-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

today i met my sis for lunch. haha. kfc. actually both of us having sore throat le. but because of me, my sis very good. suffer with me. thank sis. have a great day with her. sis. i made up my mind. i dont want to put that thing on my leg le. for her, for myself, maybe not now. haha. future then say loh. hahahaha. went to green after our lunch. slack awhile. she went off. she told me something that make me think alot. really think alot alot. haiz. now i know what went wrong. i suck. i really suck. haiz. after my sis went off, i was talking to zhiwei outside the lab shop. we were talking about our bros keat peng. talk talk talk. dont know why the topic change to jieying. sad. more sad. dont know why, everything sure link to her. then start to miss her alot. but nothing i can do but keep missing her. it's ok. i made up my mind. i not going to leave. i'll stay. just stay here for her. today nothing much to post. sat maybe meeting sam. see you sam. goodnight everyone. anyway, i still want to thank my sis again. haha. goodnight sis.

2008-04-09T11:17:00.000-07:00

today morning then reach home. haha. yesterday go nic house watched soccer. haha. fun. not bad. cause liverpool won. kaijian support asensal. haha. yeah. then when liverpool scored, i disturb him. when asensal scored, he disturb me. haha. but in the end, liverpool won the match. haha. after that me, keat peng and zifeng go somewhere and slack. then keat peng shared alot of things with me which i dont know at all. haiz. keat peng. i hope you can read my blog. althought i didnt tell you that i have a blog. life is short. everyone have to go one day. i know you think this world is unfair to you. still got me. althought i cant help much but at least i can be there for you. still got us. bros all around. come on. today you look better than yesterday. me, keat peng and meng soon went to pp. then meet guoxiang and runpeng there. go look for nic. haha. then runpeng bring us to a pet shop. over there got alot of cute animals. haha. then i miss wayne wayne. wayne is jieying hamster. but he died off peacefully le. so sad. then went back to green to find xinyi. talk to him quite long. haha. one of our bro, having some problem. haha. he called me for help. in the end, is guoxiang helping him. who is this guy, i dont say lah. haha. cause is his love problem. today, one of our bros go kok. haha. he called thomas. haha. he tagged my blog. haha. now i know, i still got my bros and sis. haha. thank to be there for me. going to sleep soon. tired. tml meeting my sis for lunch. see you sis. haha. i want eat kfc. goodnight people, goodnight friends.

CARE FOR KEAT PENG

2008-04-09T00:22:00.000-07:00

come on guy. those who got read this post, please, go care about our bro, our friend, keat peng. he got alot of thing want to say. haiz. this world is totally unfair to him. keat peng. sorry i show you so much of stupid attitude but you think i really happy to keep hearing you saying that? haiz. i know you now damn feeling down. you need someone to talk to. i listen but you keep saying those thing. come on keat peng. i know you not very well but you are not that kind of person i know. you are a cheerful guy. so cheer up. come on. life is unfair but why dont you make it fair for yourself. keat peng. come on. i know true friend hard to find. maybe i not your true friend but at least i can be a good friend or just a normal friend to you. GUYS! treasure what you got now. haiz.

THANK YOU, SIS.

2008-04-07T03:44:00.000-07:00

haha. if without my sister, i also wont have this blog. THANK YOU, MY LOVELY SISTER. haha. my sister the best. hahahahahahahaha. thank. you really help me alot of thing. hahaha. sry. thank. i so troublesome.

2008-04-07T02:38:00.000-07:00

this blog is for you guys to read, not to play with it.

yesterday was my 19birthday. but i not really happy with my this year birthday. went out with a small group of bros. end up eating burger king at bugis after that went green. stay at green for awhile, decided to go home. Guo Xiang, a very kind person, always send me home. haha. we nt gay but very good bros. when we reach my hse downstair, we decided to chat before he going off.

we spending whole night talking about people around us, their attitude, their char, and we talked about our past. he talked about jasmine, i talked about jieying. he said is not hard to forget someone you loved as long as you really made up your mind.

i told him is damn hard for me to forget jieying. he asked me why. i said she not a bad girlfriend. i listed few things that what she said or done make me crying for her again and again.

i used to send her home everynight. that night is around 10plus. i send her home. on the way home, we had jokes, we had fun. finally we reach sengkang. we walking on the empty street. no one there but only us. i keep smiling at her cause she is the reason why i smile everyday. she suddenly hug me very tight. she said she very happy. i asked her why. she said she want me to send her home everyday and night. she said she feel very safe and happy when i send her home. that day onwards, i told myself no matter how tired i am, where she is, i'll go look for her and send her home. i remember this very clearly because she was so sweet to me. i cried when i said this to guoxiang. i cried like a big baby.

i know i not born in a very rich family. during school holiday, she came to my house early in the morning. my mum and dad went to work. my bro went out. i alone at home. she came to my house to accompany me. i was happy. very happy. but i found out that my wallet only left $10. and this $10 is for my lunch and dinner. i told her that i was broke. she smile at me. i told myself i was such a lousy boyfriend. i cant even give my girlfriend a good meal. i went to bath. when i done with it, i cant find her. but her belonging still at my room. she never bring her phone along. so i decided to go look for her. when i open the door, she was standing outside of my house, with a packet of instant noodle. i hug her. she said no money, we can have instant noodle for our lunch. she cooked the noodle for me. i told her that i am such a lousy boyfriend. she hug me and said, we can have instant noodle everyday, as long as i am there to cook the noodle with her, as long as she can stay with me, she aready very happy. i cried even more when i said this to guoxiang.

guoxiang change his view of jieying. if i dont post this on my blog, i think no one know that she such a good girlfriend. but now, she having her own life. i miss her. i really do miss her alot. i asked guoxiang how to forget her. he said he understand why it's hard for me to forget her. because she is that type of girl that every guys is looking for. even now, i crying again. i though i can, i aready get you out of my heart. but i know i just lying to myself.

even i can get you out of my mind, it's hard to get you out of my heart.
time will heal, but it still hurt when i think of you.

jieying, i did not ask for much. i just hope that you can be there for me when i need you. will you?